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There’s so much more about this smile. You just don’t know. This is the web portal of a fifteen-year-old feline who grew whiskers and paws. As much as she loves dwelling in her solemn, gloomy little own world – she is also thought to be a nonsensical and ill-mannered child who eats anything but food.

Yo. It’s Rachee.

Rachelle Angeli B. Marañon for short. HAHA. I love purple. I accept friends and comments. I laugh, I love, I shop, I cry. I do everything I want; I’m still young, wild and free. I know my boundaries, mistakes and flaws. I spill secrets. I’m bubbly. I’m not aiming for the perfect me but the better me. I do what’s right or maybe wrong, but I still make of it. I laugh at myself if I did something silly. I can control my temper and everything that should be controlled. Everyone knows that life is crazy but wonderful. It can be unfair, but not at all times. I can be your worst enemy or best friend. I am weird, but not that simple. I have realized something that I should have been realizing earlier, still seeking for true friends and for my knight in shining armour. Patiently waiting and I wish they’ll come sooner or later. I don’t believe at love at first sight, nor at times even at true love. Everyone has an individual ability to make a person happy, and I can make you happy, but sometimes I can make you cry. Some people hate me but I don’t mind them because they’re insecure. I take many pictures. I had swollen my pride; my past memories are still treasured. You are welcome in my heart and I swore I won’t forget you. Keep that curve on your face; keep smiling!

Xoxo,
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♥ Rachee

cyber diary

11/17/2010

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

11/17/2010

Unrequited Love

Look at yourself. Stressing so much over the boy who lied to you so many times and you can’t calm your senses thinking that you didn’t do anything wrong. You look at the mirror and felt the need to say sorry to yourself because you knew all along that this was all your fault for trusting too much, for falling for someone who can never really catch you because there’s so many fishes in the sea.

You cry yourself to sleep and try to pretend that everything is okay. You said mean things to people and try to push them away because you thought that everyone’s going to leave you, so might as well help them do that. Then your dreams hunt you with visions you don’t ever want in your reality. Then you keep saying that you’ll never fall in love again. You keep saying that this will be the last time your heart will ever be broken. Yes, you keep telling those things to yourself and remembered that same scenario years ago. It’s a recurring thing. You never really learned do you?

Life is too short to waste time. It is so sad that the right person won’t be able to look for you ‘cause you’re too busy all your life making the wrong person right for you.

So give yourself a pat on the back. Maybe you’re looking at the wrong places for love. Maybe you weren’t loving yourself and loving more the people who can hurt you. You give all you got to an unrequited love and when nothing is returned, your heart breaks down to pieces. But that’s okay. Everyone needs to go that path, because once a heart is broken, it heals, it becomes stronger, it grows and it learns. The next love won’t be unrequited anymore, and maybe when you’re lucky, it’s going to be the greatest love of all. Love when it hurts. Then love more when it hurts more. Love until you don’t feel anything anymore but love.

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