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There’s so much more about this smile. You just don’t know. This is the web portal of a fifteen-year-old feline who grew whiskers and paws. As much as she loves dwelling in her solemn, gloomy little own world – she is also thought to be a nonsensical and ill-mannered child who eats anything but food.

Yo. It’s Rachee.

Rachelle Angeli B. Marañon for short. HAHA. I love purple. I accept friends and comments. I laugh, I love, I shop, I cry. I do everything I want; I’m still young, wild and free. I know my boundaries, mistakes and flaws. I spill secrets. I’m bubbly. I’m not aiming for the perfect me but the better me. I do what’s right or maybe wrong, but I still make of it. I laugh at myself if I did something silly. I can control my temper and everything that should be controlled. Everyone knows that life is crazy but wonderful. It can be unfair, but not at all times. I can be your worst enemy or best friend. I am weird, but not that simple. I have realized something that I should have been realizing earlier, still seeking for true friends and for my knight in shining armour. Patiently waiting and I wish they’ll come sooner or later. I don’t believe at love at first sight, nor at times even at true love. Everyone has an individual ability to make a person happy, and I can make you happy, but sometimes I can make you cry. Some people hate me but I don’t mind them because they’re insecure. I take many pictures. I had swollen my pride; my past memories are still treasured. You are welcome in my heart and I swore I won’t forget you. Keep that curve on your face; keep smiling!

Xoxo,
Gossip Girl

♥ Rachee

cyber diary

12/01/2010

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

12/01/2010

What happened to "us"?

You’re slowly letting me go, i can feel it. What we had isn’t there anymore, that connection we had that made us click, the compliments don’t come around anymore, the smiles are gone, the laughs haven’t warmed me up in a while. What happened to us? I’m completely the same, Why do you act so different with me now. Take my heart out of my chest, i don’t need it anymore. When i say nothing’s wrong to you, i want you to make me feel better, instead of just dropping it. I’m guessing “us” isn’t there anymore, maybe there was never an “us”. was there an “us”? is there an “us” ? I can’t let go of memories,and the things that we shared, It was pure infatuation. I don’t even want to try to talk to you, because everytime i do, i get shot down, and dissed. You make me feel sad everytime i talk to you now. i don’t understand why, you don’t even have to say anything to make me feel down, our vibes aren’t sparking anymore, all i feel is this negativity. Where did you go.

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