There’s so much more about this smile. You just don’t know. This is the web portal of a fifteen-year-old feline who grew whiskers and paws. As much as she loves dwelling in her solemn, gloomy little own world – she is also thought to be a nonsensical and ill-mannered child who eats anything but food.
Yo. It’s Rachee.
Rachelle Angeli B. Marañon for short. HAHA. I love purple. I accept friends and comments. I laugh, I love, I shop, I cry. I do everything I want; I’m still young, wild and free. I know my boundaries, mistakes and flaws. I spill secrets. I’m bubbly. I’m not aiming for the perfect me but the better me. I do what’s right or maybe wrong, but I still make of it. I laugh at myself if I did something silly. I can control my temper and everything that should be controlled. Everyone knows that life is crazy but wonderful. It can be unfair, but not at all times. I can be your worst enemy or best friend. I am weird, but not that simple. I have realized something that I should have been realizing earlier, still seeking for true friends and for my knight in shining armour. Patiently waiting and I wish they’ll come sooner or later. I don’t believe at love at first sight, nor at times even at true love. Everyone has an individual ability to make a person happy, and I can make you happy, but sometimes I can make you cry. Some people hate me but I don’t mind them because they’re insecure. I take many pictures. I had swollen my pride; my past memories are still treasured. You are welcome in my heart and I swore I won’t forget you. Keep that curve on your face; keep smiling!
So here you are just chilling and minding your own business. You start to hear the sound of your phone vibrating and you can feel it go off because the pressure is being pushed against your body. Digging through all your things just to find your phone even if all you expect is just another pointless forwarded message. The next thing you know, you’re smiling at the screen since you can’t control how happy you are on the inside. While everyone around you is wondering what the person sent you to make you smile, you’re only smiling because you’re seeing exactly what you want to see, “1 new message.”
When you finally discover who the text is from, you start smiling even bigger because it seems like you’ve been waiting forever just to talk to them. It makes you feel a little superior because they randomly thought about you and set a few seconds of their time to check up on you. It became capable of making your day because you care so much about them and it was nice to know that they care about you too. You start staring at your phone for the longest time, re-reading the message, trying to read between the lines. Figuring out if there was more to what they actually said or if it was getting straight to the point. You don’t want to reply back right away because you don’t want to seem too eager. And at the same time you don’t want to seem like a jerk for replying too slow since they might think that you have better things to do than talk to them. So you text them, “Hello” since that was all you could possibly think of. Then after a few topics you just stop replying back to each other since the conversation was dying anyway. Without saying a single goodbye or I’ll talk to you some other time. You still want to talk to them, but don’t know what to talk about. Even if the conversation was about absolutely nothing, you can’t help but wait until the next time they start talking to you again. That’s just the way it is.
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