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There’s so much more about this smile. You just don’t know. This is the web portal of a fifteen-year-old feline who grew whiskers and paws. As much as she loves dwelling in her solemn, gloomy little own world – she is also thought to be a nonsensical and ill-mannered child who eats anything but food.

Yo. It’s Rachee.

Rachelle Angeli B. Marañon for short. HAHA. I love purple. I accept friends and comments. I laugh, I love, I shop, I cry. I do everything I want; I’m still young, wild and free. I know my boundaries, mistakes and flaws. I spill secrets. I’m bubbly. I’m not aiming for the perfect me but the better me. I do what’s right or maybe wrong, but I still make of it. I laugh at myself if I did something silly. I can control my temper and everything that should be controlled. Everyone knows that life is crazy but wonderful. It can be unfair, but not at all times. I can be your worst enemy or best friend. I am weird, but not that simple. I have realized something that I should have been realizing earlier, still seeking for true friends and for my knight in shining armour. Patiently waiting and I wish they’ll come sooner or later. I don’t believe at love at first sight, nor at times even at true love. Everyone has an individual ability to make a person happy, and I can make you happy, but sometimes I can make you cry. Some people hate me but I don’t mind them because they’re insecure. I take many pictures. I had swollen my pride; my past memories are still treasured. You are welcome in my heart and I swore I won’t forget you. Keep that curve on your face; keep smiling!

Xoxo,
Gossip Girl

♥ Rachee

cyber diary

1/04/2011

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

1/04/2011

I never got over it, I just got used to it.

The hardest part was realizing that things were never going to be the same again. That you should have cherished the last moment you two spent together because you can’t take those memories back. It’s knowing that you could have taken more pictures with each other to give you something to look back on, but didn't. Waking up to a beautiful day and in the back of your mind you know that a part of you is missing. When you start to appreciate the little things they did for you because now you’re on your own.

It’s when you finally grasp happiness again, but deep down you know that you could be happier if they were still around. When the only thing you want suddenly becomes their presence and there’s not a damn thing you can do about it.

Labels: memories

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