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There’s so much more about this smile. You just don’t know. This is the web portal of a fifteen-year-old feline who grew whiskers and paws. As much as she loves dwelling in her solemn, gloomy little own world – she is also thought to be a nonsensical and ill-mannered child who eats anything but food.

Yo. It’s Rachee.

Rachelle Angeli B. Marañon for short. HAHA. I love purple. I accept friends and comments. I laugh, I love, I shop, I cry. I do everything I want; I’m still young, wild and free. I know my boundaries, mistakes and flaws. I spill secrets. I’m bubbly. I’m not aiming for the perfect me but the better me. I do what’s right or maybe wrong, but I still make of it. I laugh at myself if I did something silly. I can control my temper and everything that should be controlled. Everyone knows that life is crazy but wonderful. It can be unfair, but not at all times. I can be your worst enemy or best friend. I am weird, but not that simple. I have realized something that I should have been realizing earlier, still seeking for true friends and for my knight in shining armour. Patiently waiting and I wish they’ll come sooner or later. I don’t believe at love at first sight, nor at times even at true love. Everyone has an individual ability to make a person happy, and I can make you happy, but sometimes I can make you cry. Some people hate me but I don’t mind them because they’re insecure. I take many pictures. I had swollen my pride; my past memories are still treasured. You are welcome in my heart and I swore I won’t forget you. Keep that curve on your face; keep smiling!

Xoxo,
Gossip Girl

♥ Rachee

cyber diary

1/07/2011

Friday, January 7, 2011

1/07/2011

Through someone else's eyes

I know I shouldn’t care at all, but haven’t you ever wondered what you look like through someone else’s eyes? Because, I do, like when you look in the mirror, you start to judge yourself and point out all your flaws in your head. And you wish to be someone else because you have this mind-set that you’re never going to be good enough. Not even for yourself. You start to question yourself since you’ve changed so much that you can’t even remember the old you. Then when someone else sees you, it’s completely different since you have no idea what’s running through their minds. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like seeing myself from a different perspective. When someone takes a second look at me, I want to know if they think I’m attractive or if they’re checking out the person behind me. I want to know if it’s possible to be infatuated with me after meeting me only once. And when I walk right passed someone, I want to know if my natural scent makes them wish I would walk pass them again, or if the tone of my voice sounds better when I say hi, hello, or hey. I want to know the amount of times they had to be around me in order for them to fall for my personality. Or if they find my smile and laughter irresistible so I could do it more often. I want to know if they find me cocky or just another person that doesn’t have enough confidence in their selves. When words come out of my mouth, I want to know if people actually listen or if what I say just goes out through the other ear. I’d really like to know what other people think about me. But a part of me tells me that I’m better off not knowing.

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