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There’s so much more about this smile. You just don’t know. This is the web portal of a fifteen-year-old feline who grew whiskers and paws. As much as she loves dwelling in her solemn, gloomy little own world – she is also thought to be a nonsensical and ill-mannered child who eats anything but food.

Yo. It’s Rachee.

Rachelle Angeli B. Marañon for short. HAHA. I love purple. I accept friends and comments. I laugh, I love, I shop, I cry. I do everything I want; I’m still young, wild and free. I know my boundaries, mistakes and flaws. I spill secrets. I’m bubbly. I’m not aiming for the perfect me but the better me. I do what’s right or maybe wrong, but I still make of it. I laugh at myself if I did something silly. I can control my temper and everything that should be controlled. Everyone knows that life is crazy but wonderful. It can be unfair, but not at all times. I can be your worst enemy or best friend. I am weird, but not that simple. I have realized something that I should have been realizing earlier, still seeking for true friends and for my knight in shining armour. Patiently waiting and I wish they’ll come sooner or later. I don’t believe at love at first sight, nor at times even at true love. Everyone has an individual ability to make a person happy, and I can make you happy, but sometimes I can make you cry. Some people hate me but I don’t mind them because they’re insecure. I take many pictures. I had swollen my pride; my past memories are still treasured. You are welcome in my heart and I swore I won’t forget you. Keep that curve on your face; keep smiling!

Xoxo,
Gossip Girl

♥ Rachee

cyber diary

5/04/2011

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

5/04/2011

Almost had you

They say that the hardest goodbye is the one unexplained. A sudden stop without any argument. People no longer have the audacity to stay “faithfully” in a relationship or even have the guts to finally commit. These are the ones you call “almost-had-you-relationship”, for me this is the hardest. You’re not officially a couple but you do what normal couples do, or you wish. It’s standing on a cliff, and maybe your in the position who wants to take that jump but you’re not really sure whether the other person will take the jump with you. The uncertainties of him/her waking up one morning and realizing that “this” is not what he or she wants anymore.

No assurance, you’re always second-guessing and at the end of it all, one leaves without a care in the world while the other one with a shattered heart. It’s the awkwardness when people ask you what’s your relationship and you know within yourself you don’t literally know.

And there is this part when you start singing that song from Tamia.

"Tell me how can one miss what she/he never had.

"Some people are meant to fall in love with each other, but not meant to be together"

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