There’s so much more about this smile. You just don’t know. This is the web portal of a fifteen-year-old feline who grew whiskers and paws. As much as she loves dwelling in her solemn, gloomy little own world – she is also thought to be a nonsensical and ill-mannered child who eats anything but food.
Yo. It’s Rachee.
Rachelle Angeli B. Marañon for short. HAHA. I love purple. I accept friends and comments. I laugh, I love, I shop, I cry. I do everything I want; I’m still young, wild and free. I know my boundaries, mistakes and flaws. I spill secrets. I’m bubbly. I’m not aiming for the perfect me but the better me. I do what’s right or maybe wrong, but I still make of it. I laugh at myself if I did something silly. I can control my temper and everything that should be controlled. Everyone knows that life is crazy but wonderful. It can be unfair, but not at all times. I can be your worst enemy or best friend. I am weird, but not that simple. I have realized something that I should have been realizing earlier, still seeking for true friends and for my knight in shining armour. Patiently waiting and I wish they’ll come sooner or later. I don’t believe at love at first sight, nor at times even at true love. Everyone has an individual ability to make a person happy, and I can make you happy, but sometimes I can make you cry. Some people hate me but I don’t mind them because they’re insecure. I take many pictures. I had swollen my pride; my past memories are still treasured. You are welcome in my heart and I swore I won’t forget you. Keep that curve on your face; keep smiling!
There is no such thing as immunity to heartbreaks, or invulnerability or numbness, for that matter. Every heartbreak is felt- no matter how often it happens to a person, or how seldom, no matter how mild or how serious. When someone breaks your heart for a million times, you would perhaps say, “I have become insensitive to pain”, but actually you haven’t. You know in yourself that it’s not the number of times that you have been hurt that matters, it’s the cause for that heartbreak that actually really does, and that’s what makes every part of your heart hurt. It’s the assumption, the trust, the belief that the person will never hurt you ever again, but eventually still does. That’s what makes it hurt even more. You know in yourself that even if you go on each day facing heartbreak after heartbreak, you would still not be able to get away from it. You could and will perhaps learn to handle pain and let go of it as early, but you can never run away from it unless you accept to yourself that you have been hurt again but that things will be fine and you are ready to move on.
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